Jan 21, 2004 | Dejection

dejected. thats what i feel, especially about school and all. i've been wanting to change my physics course to bio (because I have no pre-requisite knowledge that seems to be neccessary for Physics), and with all the gibberish the school ppl say, they somehow or another won't let me. I mean, they first say, 'Okay, if your parents are okay with it, u can change subjects'. Now it seems like they never intended for me to change subjects. Its really annoying when ppl act as though they're intend to do something, when in reality they have no intention whatsoever to follow up to it. Its like they say 'Okay, you can change courses' when in reality they're searching for every opportunity to put you down against changing subjects. That's what I say. The stakes are piled against me.

Also written on this day..

• 2012: A reflection on Stanford's AI-class, DB-class
• 2006: Cidade de Deus
• 2005: Suing against homewok
• 2005: You know you’re in 2005 when…
• 2004: George Orwell: 1984